We use to be so close.
We got along like there was no other friendship as close as us in the entire world.
You were always there when you needed to be.
You always knew how to make me laugh an to stop my tears from falling.
I remember all the times you helped me get back on my feet, even when it was taken to the point were you picked me up an spun me around.
That special hug when we never let go of each other we could tell something was wrong with the other.
Never letting go, or loosing contact with each other.
You would be there for me as I was there for you..
Even when I was young and you got me so mad, I was maybe 7 or 8 so I hid under my bed...you called out for me an brought me back to your house just so I wouldn’t be mad or upset with you.
You helped me whenever I needed it but it really never was that big of a deal.
But now every night I cry from never seeing you, talking to you, or even when I do its never an honest deep conversation with just each other, just full of apathy, lies, confusion, and excuses.
I cry even more from knowing that the one time I really deeply honestly needed you an you were no where to be found, but not for only hours but days an yet I still didn’t see or hear from you..
The lack of communication and even trust has evaporated from are relationship.
Its like your not even my brother anymore.
I try to forget, but its always brought back to my mind.
We use to not see each other for months at a time, but are relationship was still the same.
But now I see you an its like your not even in the room,
the truth you have locked away inside for no one to know...
You need to let it out an cry as I am while I’m writing this.
The brother I once knew has disappeared an left without anything, or any sign for help.
Who are you, cause your not my brother anymore...